What else do I want in a woman that she didn’t offer me? Despite my ill altitudes towards her, she never for once stops loving me. I thought this would go on till she gets tired of trying to get my affection and love and I was loving and enjoying the chase. I even wondered if she doesn’t have anything else to think about except me all the time. I was feeling myself, I was the king of the world, I enjoyed humiliating her, I enjoyed watching her compete for my love, fight for my attention. Despite all these, she always welcomes me with a smile any time I needed someone to talk to.
I can’t even imagine myself dating someone like her, let alone people seeing us together. She was contended with any position she occupied in my heart, as long as she has a space in it. For me she was too plain, nothing special about.
I remembered the night I moved into her building; she was so nice to me and still nice till date. She use to have a boyfriend but after some time it seems they didn’t work things out as the constant noise coming from her apartment every night gets me anxious. The morning she confessed her feelings to me, I busted out laughing really loud and told her immediately she wasn’t my type of lady. She smiled and left and till date I still can’t figure out why she wasn’t sad when I turned her down.
I thought this day would never come. Where is my Elizabeth? She got tired of waiting for me to love her. Her soul couldn’t take the pain anymore. Though she was strong on the inside, but broken inside because of me. Am here all alone, no gorgeous lady to come to my aid when I needed them. I toiled with my potential wife, all because I thought she wasn’t my type and she got tired of waiting. I pushed her into the hands of a king that knows her worth. She is a rare diamond. I thought she needed remodeling to suite my kind of lifestyle but, I was the one that needed the adjusting. She was a finished product that needs no refining, she was a wife material, she was suppose to be my better half, my everything but I lost her before knowing her. I never gave her any chance to show me true love and I never see through her to realize her beautiful she was in her natural form. She has other things to think about but she made me a priority. She is a true definition of a virtuous Woman and i lost her.
Composed by SHEYDEAHQB