She acts like everything is fine,
She laughed at people’s jokes and does silly things with friends,
She acts like she has a carefree life but her mental switch was just turned off,
Then suddenly she breaks down, feeling alone, empty, and empty
She couldn’t explain or describe how she feels into words,
It’s like she has two different her,
One for the public and one for herself.
Only if they knew!!!
She doesn’t think people understood how painful and stressful it is
To explain what’s going in her head,
When she doesn’t even know or understand.
She just wants them to stop asking if she is okay
Because she is tired of lying answering “yes”
She is a type of person who is fine one second, then she over thinks and depressed herself,
To the point of going through the entire day remembering everything bad that has
She just wanted a day where it feels like
She is not falling apart,
A day to put a stop to the pain,
A day to show the world the real pain behind her smile as a living testimony to be strong.
She is a QUEEN with the mind of a HUSTLER